Read as you please!

23.11.12

Kiss Me Goodnight.



Here

Whoever said there is only one side to a story said it wrong. So wrong, that nobody said it.
I Love sleeping. I Love entering into a world where life is touched-up perfect.
Where like in the movies, even if bad occurs, it is thwarted daringly.
Such are my nightly dreams.
Nightmares occur too but I Love my dreams and I Love it for the pleasant ones alone.
But lately, sleep has been eluding me.
It is the stress about Tuesday.
He leaves and I am terrified of an impending month without his presence.
At least, this time so.
As much as I wish he didn’t have to go, now I can’t wait for him to leave.
I am anxious about the goodbye hug and to get over with the overbearing emotions.
So then I can finally go to classes, write my notes, come back home.
So that I don’t have to constantly think about the frightening goodbye.
Accept that the moment is over, and SLEEP peacefully.
Alone, yet peacefully throughout this cold cold December.

13 comments:

  1. For me, I was always alone, always the one who said goodbye, always the one who left.
    I never considered the other side of the story.

    ReplyDelete
  2. i have always felt that I was the one on the other side of the story but nobody ever gave a dam about my side, the side that apparently seemed wrong.

    ReplyDelete
  3. Might sound lame to you, but you know.. the time you'll accept his absence as well, would be the time when you'd actually love him. I mean, loving is about 'all of it'. I don't know how you'll take it, but personally, loving him enough to be able to let him go, to another city, or to another 'someone' is the true test.
    Take Care!

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. I've been thinking about it too. Suddenly, I want him to go back to his little town and spend Christmas with his family and friends,because that's what he wants. I was a little selfish wishing he was here with me instead but now I'm just done with that thought. Seeing him happy is a happier feeling.

      Delete
  4. I think I know what that's like. Sometimes we need a little space.

    /Avy

    http://mymotherfuckedmickjagger.blogspot.com

    ReplyDelete
  5. not just for stories, even sleep has duel or multi sides...
    perhaps the only best thing about good bye is there is a jubilant returning in the fore...

    ReplyDelete
  6. Great post!

    Inspiration is what I get from reading your blog,
    So that deserves a new follower :)

    Love your style and see you as such as good inspiration!!

    Please feel free to check out my blog if you have the time

    Love,

    Janice
    the-fashion-milkshake.blogspot.nl

    ReplyDelete
  7. "Accept that the moment is over, and SLEEP peacefully.
    Alone, yet peacefully throughout this cold cold December."

    ^^True, true. I'm with you, I liiike sleep. but only when I can get it. If I can accept things instead of let them enter my thoughts at night, then sleep is my friend. otherwise, i have restless nights. beautiful post<3

    ReplyDelete
  8. Story can't be one sided, just like a coin! I would like to say I love dreaming and hate sleeping, but still I can't possibly dream a real dream without sleeping!
    Nice post!

    * TaLk-SicK! Dark Angel! *

    ReplyDelete
  9. so true,
    Dream life is just so perfect
    nice post :)

    ReplyDelete
  10. beautiful post! reading this felt like someone had done an x-ray of my mind and printed the results here! kudos to u...keep penning more magic! :)

    ReplyDelete
  11. beautiful post! reading this felt like someone had done an x-ray of my mind and printed the results here! kudos to u...keep penning more magic! :)

    ReplyDelete
  12. This is a lovely photograph and you are a beautiful writer.
    <3
    Mariamma

    ReplyDelete

These make me smile!