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Whoever said there is only
one side to a story said it wrong. So wrong, that nobody said it.
I Love sleeping. I Love
entering into a world where life is touched-up perfect.
Where like in the movies,
even if bad occurs, it is thwarted daringly.
Such are my nightly
dreams.
Nightmares occur too but I
Love my dreams and I Love it for the pleasant ones alone.
But lately, sleep has been eluding me.
It is the stress about Tuesday.
He leaves and I am terrified
of an impending month without his presence.
At least, this time so.
As much as I wish he didn’t
have to go, now I can’t wait for him to leave.
I am anxious about the
goodbye hug and to get over with the overbearing emotions.
So then I can finally go to
classes, write my notes, come back home.
So that I don’t have to constantly
think about the frightening goodbye.
Accept that the moment is
over, and SLEEP peacefully.
Alone, yet peacefully throughout this cold cold December.
For me, I was always alone, always the one who said goodbye, always the one who left.
ReplyDeleteI never considered the other side of the story.
i have always felt that I was the one on the other side of the story but nobody ever gave a dam about my side, the side that apparently seemed wrong.
ReplyDeleteMight sound lame to you, but you know.. the time you'll accept his absence as well, would be the time when you'd actually love him. I mean, loving is about 'all of it'. I don't know how you'll take it, but personally, loving him enough to be able to let him go, to another city, or to another 'someone' is the true test.
ReplyDeleteTake Care!
I've been thinking about it too. Suddenly, I want him to go back to his little town and spend Christmas with his family and friends,because that's what he wants. I was a little selfish wishing he was here with me instead but now I'm just done with that thought. Seeing him happy is a happier feeling.
DeleteI think I know what that's like. Sometimes we need a little space.
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not just for stories, even sleep has duel or multi sides...
ReplyDeleteperhaps the only best thing about good bye is there is a jubilant returning in the fore...
"Accept that the moment is over, and SLEEP peacefully.
ReplyDeleteAlone, yet peacefully throughout this cold cold December."
^^True, true. I'm with you, I liiike sleep. but only when I can get it. If I can accept things instead of let them enter my thoughts at night, then sleep is my friend. otherwise, i have restless nights. beautiful post<3
Story can't be one sided, just like a coin! I would like to say I love dreaming and hate sleeping, but still I can't possibly dream a real dream without sleeping!
ReplyDeleteNice post!
* TaLk-SicK! Dark Angel! *
so true,
ReplyDeleteDream life is just so perfect
nice post :)
beautiful post! reading this felt like someone had done an x-ray of my mind and printed the results here! kudos to u...keep penning more magic! :)
ReplyDeletebeautiful post! reading this felt like someone had done an x-ray of my mind and printed the results here! kudos to u...keep penning more magic! :)
ReplyDeleteThis is a lovely photograph and you are a beautiful writer.
ReplyDelete<3
Mariamma