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Keeping
someone else’s secret terrifies me more than my own. My relationship with KS
remains embedded to where it began, while I watch everything around me and ‘us’
grow diversely. I’m uncertain as to whether I am gradually turning into my
Mother or if everything around me is really as blunt as my feelings render. Most
of the conversations that I have with my Mother turn into a debate. Last summer
the first thing she said to me when she met me at the arrival terminal of the
airport put me off and within the first 5 minutes of landing on home ground; I
wanted to fly back in the same aircraft screaming. She made a senseless remark
about my smoky eye makeup.
Thousands
of conversations have taken place over the years and I can barely remember one
where I thought her opinions were unbiased on popular demand. And after every ‘debate’
I’ve warned my older self to never turn into a cynic. Last
night I got a first peek into my impending (horrifying) transformation when I
convinced myself and Mimi that her ex-boyfriend will be sorry for going after a
‘slut’ who looked and sounded so much like an angel to him. Only that night,
her antics were not too celestial.
I’m
a Tad too late but dropping in New Year wishes and also a Massive Thank You to
everyone here for reading my blog and leaving lots of Love each time. It means
so very much to me.
Thank
You.
♡
