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Between Mothers, Angels, and sluts.



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Keeping someone else’s secret terrifies me more than my own. My relationship with KS remains embedded to where it began, while I watch everything around me and ‘us’ grow diversely. I’m uncertain as to whether I am gradually turning into my Mother or if everything around me is really as blunt as my feelings render. Most of the conversations that I have with my Mother turn into a debate. Last summer the first thing she said to me when she met me at the arrival terminal of the airport put me off and within the first 5 minutes of landing on home ground; I wanted to fly back in the same aircraft screaming. She made a senseless remark about my smoky eye makeup.

Thousands of conversations have taken place over the years and I can barely remember one where I thought her opinions were unbiased on popular demand. And after every ‘debate’ I’ve warned my older self to never turn into a cynic. Last night I got a first peek into my impending (horrifying) transformation when I convinced myself and Mimi that her ex-boyfriend will be sorry for going after a ‘slut’ who looked and sounded so much like an angel to him. Only that night, her antics were not too celestial. 

I’m a Tad too late but dropping in New Year wishes and also a Massive Thank You to everyone here for reading my blog and leaving lots of Love each time. It means so very much to me.
Thank You.


13 comments:

  1. You remind me of my youth days when I often got into arguments with my late father. He wasn't really happy with my Heavy Metal image and guitars. As i grow older, I realized that most parents do that because of their love for us, but sometimes they do it in a harsh way that annoy us and hurt our feelings.

    Happy New Year to you too, may the year brings you happiness and good health. Take care!

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  2. I always have the same feelings when I go to family reunions; everyone is always making some sort of judgmental remark about a subject they have no business in. I have gradually come to exist with this issue, but I think I've been traumatized for I try to avoid every encounter with my extended relatives.

    I hope you have a great 2013
    xoxo
    Sarang

    Life's Perceptions

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  3. This is what happens with my mom and my sister,
    its just a matter of time and understanding

    Wishing you a very happy 2013!!!!
    keep writing :)

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  4. Give it some time girl. Trust me, you are going to look at the relationship in a totally different angle few years from now!
    And a fun filled adventurous 2013 to you :)

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  5. opinions aint fact so take them in and let them go...
    happy 2013
    lots of love
    xx

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  6. happy new year ,
    -saharious

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  7. haha i love the way that you worded "her actions were not too celestial" - your writing is brilliant, girl, i always turn down my music when i read your posts so i can appreciate them more :)

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  8. hopefully all is for the good and you have a bright new year ahead

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  9. My relation with my mum is a bit of a roller coaster too..We have our share of ups, but mostly downs..
    Really love your blog, though!
    Follow me please?

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  10. hey,first of all it was nice reading your blog. it was my first visit here . and you and me are in same shoes when it comes to arguments with parents..but yes, give it time and you will soon start thinking from their point of view too.

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