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26.12.12

When Dreams meet Reality.



I don’t remember his features but he was a fine-looking boy, someone who looked like he came right out of a movie, and would be incredibly out of my league. Imagine my surprise when he came with his brother, who was striking in his own way, and his father to talk to my Father.

I had nothing to say except I kept thinking about KS. I couldn’t wait to get out of the beautiful trap and tell him how this incredibly fine boy wanted me and how my parents were rooting for it. Silence made up for all the things that needed to be said. Then he walked into my dark room and in gradual speed extracted all the truth out of me. He decided to walk away at the unraveling of a ‘startling’ fact that I have someone else in mind. I begged him not to tell my Father and I don’t think he conformed. I’m not sure, but I remember being terrified at the thought of confronting my parents.

I woke up realizing how I had been lying to myself all these time telling myself that my biggest fear was mediocrity when there’s always been something else under the rug.

13 comments:

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  2. that last sentence is my favourite...there always is something else under the rug isn't there.

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  3. It was the stage of life where things are a bit complicated.

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  4. You write beautifully...ur writing reflects your thoughts...thanks for stopping by my blog...do stay in touch..thank you<3

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  5. mediocrity takes many forms.

    xx
    Lulu
    Breakfast After 10

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  6. I love this. And I really like your style of writing. So glad I found your blog! :)

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  7. Our secrets sometimes lead us to such a standpoint, that we're left confused with the facing reality.
    We sure share similar thinking minds for sharing similar post titles. I hope you regain peace in your head and confrontation proves to be good to you.

    Love.
    Take Care :)

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  10. realization is one thing
    acting on it is a different story altogether...

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  11. lovely blog...
    nice writeup :)

    tc and have a nice day :)

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