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29.3.13

Grieve Future, Grieve.


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I don’t know what a broken heart feels like. Or maybe I do but because I feel it too often, I am incapable to differentiate it from other mere feelings of sadness or hurting. But how can sadness be just ‘mere’? Whenever I’m sad I long for an overwhelming compassion and words that are beyond the amorous movies, beyond this mortal earth. Perhaps that’s what adds to the tragedy, wanting the things I can’t have. Expectation has been my biggest let-down.

I’m afraid of the very same things that I want. Because I don’t know if it is right to want them. Happiness is best if shared, they say. But how about it when there’s nobody to share it with?

Loving someone just got uglier.

17 comments:

  1. i can totally understand ur feeling becoz expectation are biggest let down...for me also...if u want u can share with me...!!

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  2. Shakespeare said the root of all heartache is expectation and I think your right
    i can relate to 'I’m afraid of the very same things that I want. Because I don’t know if it is right to want them.'
    maybe not in the same way as you but it scares the shit outta me because will anything be enough and will anything make me happy
    uncertainty can be good or bad you need to find the good one and ditch the bad thats making you fear a broken heart
    much love
    as always
    ER
    xx

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  3. Expectations have affected all our lives in some part in the walk of our life...still we keep expecting..I read ur post with interest & liked the last line "Happiness is best if shared, they say. But how about it when there’s nobody to share it with?" thats the truth sometimes...GOD<3U

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  4. This post really hits home for me as well. That damned expectation of other people will *always* let you down. It's the greatest irony of love.

    xx
    Lulu
    Breafast After 10

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  5. Try and think about the thing you have at present rather than things you dont have
    It Works for me :)
    TC

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  6. this doesnt somehow sound very Eastry...
    hey Happy Easter

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  7. I'm afraid of the things I want because if I get them then what?


    / Avy
    http://MyMotherFuckedMickJagger.blogspot.com



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  9. And more interesting. :)

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  10. then you get drunk on happiness yourself.

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  11. Yes, you are right. Sadness is never 'mere' - but we all learn to manage our expectations after a while.

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  12. "Happiness is best if shared, they say. But how about it when there’s nobody to share it with?" -- It's okay to be happy and more so, it's okay to be selfish with your happiness.

    xx
    http://twenty27seven.blogspot.com

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  13. Some desires are different. They might seem wrong to some, to some unfair. I like to believe if it's in the heart, its worth the take.

    Take Care.
    xoxo

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  14. where are you lost now a days?
    come back soon
    we miss you ..

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  15. i miss you :(
    to me it always mattered
    xxxxx

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