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It's my birthday and I'll cry if I want to.

Every day, inevitably, I draw closer to an impending chapter of my life. I just don’t know whether to be happy or sad about it. My Mother gives my Brother and I a lot of formidable advices and I’m not sure if my Brother dwells over it as much as I do, but I do. On many occasions she has told us that if we truly want something and work hard towards it, God helps us unfailingly to attain the same.

Perhaps I’m the little optimist like my Father, because I have faith in the little things that people deem hopeless. When you come from a little family like mine, in a little town, you are familiar with the annoying but ever so common innuendoes like ‘what will people say?’ I believe in magic, good magic. It happened to me 5 years ago. Magic exists amidst us. We call it God. If I were granted three wishes or more or less, I’d like to first wish to rid of the current mind-sets of a lot of the inhabitants of my little town so that people like me and K could have no qualms about our choices and decisions. My Mother, (cue family) falls into the list too, sadly. But I don’t blame her. 

Tomorrow I turn 21, and March hasn’t been good to me even for a day, starting from Day 1 when I lost Dobby. I hope he knows how special he was to KS and I. That we miss him dearly.


  1. ohhh dear, you just inspired me, as if I was meant to read this
    hope this year brings you lots of happiness and peace

  2. Lots of love to you <3
    Best wishes for you as well my dear xx

  3. i hope your birthday turns march around for you. best wishes and many happy returns to you on your day.

  4. I hope everything is better soon, and optimism is always the best approach in my opinion x

  5. happy birthday dear :)
    i hope you get all the happiness and get back in tracks ..
    lots of love

  6. Happy birthday, I hope you find a smile on your face soon! A surprise smile, because those are the best. <3 Cheer up, the sun will rise again!

  7. Happy birthday!
    Hope is what keeps us going. Hope that someday, what we wish for will happen.
    And, cheer up!

    Hopelessly Hopeful

    PS:That lil GSD pup is very adorable!

  8. hope coming season brings many more happiness in ur life :))
    keep writing

  9. "what will people say?" - That sounds very familiar and I hate it too. Lot of people live their life the way what others expect them to be or in the fear of what other people will say. In my life, I have received so much of criticisms for doing things my own way.
    Wishing you a happy birthday, a great year, and many more to come. I very much hope that everything will go well when you set your words free.

    Whatever with the past has gone, The best is always yet to come." - Lucy Larcom

  10. Happy belated birthday piscean :)

    I wish you for good days ahead with lots of smiles and love! :)

  11. Hi :)

    Sometimes I like browsing around on the blogs of some of the people who are subscribed to me, and I must say that I truly enjoy reading your blog on those times I stop by here. Your words are so rich. It's almost as though I feel full just from reading them. Have you ever thought about writing a book? Or perhaps you secretly do at times?

  12. He'll find his way back to you two.
    Belated Happy Birthday.
    'been a long time.
    Take Care :)

  13. hey saw this post today.. n my birthday also comes in march n u knw what, my brother fondly calls me Dobby :)


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