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There are days when I
doubt my principles. Perhaps my take on life is a little too contemporary to
accede or worse, just selfish.
Insomnia visits me like an
old friend, on a night where I need that sweet little escape from reality and
all its nuances.
I look at KS and serenity
shows on his beautiful slumbering face. On this night, overwhelmed with emotions, I had
told him that the only ‘unbecoming’ thing I did to my Parents was being in his
bed.
‘But you’re going to be my
wife someday’, was his honest consolation.
I believed him. I have
believed in everything that he has ever proclaimed to me for 61 months now and
I haven’t been disappointed yet. Touchwood.
There are days when I feel
like I have let everyone down. They say to follow your heart, but what if the
heart wants the dangerous bit?
I stayed off the drinks
last night. It’s not the hardest thing in the world for me but my Mother would’ve
been proud to know!!
Sometimes I do these
little insignificant things that are usually expected of me, merely to feel
safe and guarded within the integrities of my upbringing.
It’s my way of balancing
all the defiance’s that I’ve gotten myself into, for the Love of LOVE.